Irrelevant feelings.

Well, since I have made it clear that this is irrelevant to me myself, I feel like I am speaking out my heart to someone who deserves to hear.

If you have to choose between being loved and being respected, always choose being respected. In love, there is no right or wrong, only should or shouldn't. That is why you should take your dignity with you instead of being crashed down by the desire of love. If you believe you have given enough, that you have fought so hard but the other one refuses to give in then, let go. They do not deserve to have a fighter. After all, when the fighter fights with his heart, he deserves the best, not what he wants but what he needs.

And dear, "if you ever love two people at the same time, always go for the second one because had you loved the first one enough, you would not fall for the second one." Damn wrong. The second one knows there will be a third one because it has happened once. And just for the record, the chain number is infinite ;) Choose wisely.

Heartache.

Yes I know you are sad sometimes although you always appear with the brightest smile. My heart aches as I know I could not help.

But I will not ask you about it. I have shown you how much I care. The fact is, you dont need my presence at all. It is good that I am there. But with or without me, you are still the same.

And that aches even more.



P/s: The thing is, you will never understand how much I care for you.