The Last Day

It was the last day I get to see you. I died a little inside knowing I would not melt by your beauty everyday from now on. I miss your calm walk on the stairs already, and I miss your sweet perfume more than ever. A little blue feeling passed by, I walked you to the car. Well, it was a privilege because I was the one who took you home for your last day. I hugged you and told you that I wanted to be like this forever. You laughed and said that I should calm down because it was not like we will not ever meet again. That made me smile. You promised, right? I wanted that car trip to last a little longer. I could not help but stared at you sometimes. I will miss your skinny pale hands, your long curled up eyelashes, your attractive lips, and your sharp look a lot. And the way you listen to music so loud that I could hear every single word and you would turn to me to ask if it is too much with a blushed smile. I will definitely miss your everything. Simply because you are my everything. Clandestinely, I took your phone and wrote a brief note saying I love you. So that I know I will stay in your heart and that you will smile when you see this note once in a while. I was dying inside. I was. When you arrived, I gave you one last hug. I held on to it and embraced it like nothing else mattered. Yet, it was time to let you go.

I let you go but in my heart, you forever stay. I will learn to take care of myself just like you said. I will learn to mature up and be a classy one just like you. Goodbye is too much, so see you again, my infinity.